You’d be in so much trouble.”
Of course now I know that’s a crazy idea but at the time it really scared me. I didn’t want to say it because it felt too much like admitting to my own complicity but I also couldn’t stop myself so it was with a sense of horrified detachment that I heard myself whimpering, “I love yo-your sperm in-inside me Uncle Phil.”
The most horrific thing was that I actually meant it. Sex video I was once again momentarily lost in the purity of the moment where we were just a man and a woman making love but then he once again pulled me back to reality when he broke from our kiss, and panted in my ear, “You’re such a